Being able to go to the gynecologist has always been a HUGE fear of mine due to past sexual abuse….but I finally did it!!!!!!! I never ever thought I would be able to…but I did!! When I filled out the intake forms, they asked if I had ever been sexually abused before and I even checked yes! Which is a huge deal for me because I have a really hard time talking about it. All in all, maybe therapy is actually working?!? Eek!