My therapist says this is why I have PTSD. I was so hard headed as a kid that it took a good three years after I had left my dad to go through an even scarier psychotic episode.

I think that's why my dreams are so violent. I was ran through jail with a catheter put in me and pulled out with the balloon opened and shot up and my blood taken and possibly raped by two gaurds.

The thing is I'm trying to find peace in TN. But my dad hasn't changed. He won't be physically abusive but he is…

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