Early this morning, and after 80 years, my mom's body released her spirit. I am already having PTSD nightmares which as many of you know are deeply disturbing…

The grief seems impossibly difficult at times and at others it feels like a release; a relief that she is no longer struggling or suffering. Then, at even other times, I just feel numb.

I am starting this thread because I really need more support with this than I realized.

Thank you in advance for sharing,