I cant seem to find anything online in regards to this besides those who have bipolar disorder which I do not have so maybe I am alone in this…. Does anyone else go through periods of extreme mania while disassociating…almost like a rush. Feeling extreme elation, everything is funny, wanting to engage in impulsive/risky behavior while at the same time it is a disassociation of trauma, feeling like nothing can hurt me, nothing bad really bothers me during a time like this, like I can…

Manic/dissasociation