Ive been suicidal on and off for a few months. I take meds and see a therapist but things have been snowballing from mental health down to physical health. Problems i cant seem to fix…doctor after doctor and im tired…now getting sick phyically…i cant take it. My history is of trauma, mental illnesses starting out in childhood and being on every medication out there and years of being over medicated. I am 31, and have never had a life. Last year got on disability…havent been able to…

Mixing…what to do