Just wanted to post a final message here. Had no one to talk to for weeks now. I think I am done, I know I'm exhausted and spent and have given my all, which clearly was not enough. I'm not angry, just tired and sad….family didn't 'get us', I lost friends fighting to defend him now I realise I lost myself too….final straw, nothing left.

Never have I loved or given so much to someone who I still believe to be very special. I know this will set me back a long way in recovery but its not…

I'm done