I can't do this anymore. I can't work and take care of my son simultaneously. But I can't afford daycare. There's no one to watch him. I'm hyperventilating. Pretty sure I just lost my job. Had to miss a deadline to go tend to my kid who had just created an insane mess. I can't do this anymore. I can't. He's so much better off living with a family who has more members offering support. I'm done. I'm f*cking done.