I have recently come to the terms that not only I don't have any positive feelings for my father, but more and more I find myself how I sincerely hate him.

That fact is scaring me, I have anyway issues with feelings of guilt and fears that I'm a bad person. It terrifies me it means I am certainly a very bad person when I can hate my own parent.

Apart from that, I really find my life being ruined every day due to my father's behaviour. I can't remember almost any good side of him since my…

Terrible feelings of hate towards one of the parents