Hey folks,

I'm a 23yo male and basically my whole life is nothing but dwelling in a schizo-abyss full of pain and panic and godlessness, though i still believe that things will turn out better, sloooooowly.

As a young boy it took not long before I realized my screen turned to black. I can somewhere recall life and myself having fun and being a healthy loved and loving boy doing things for the good sake of it but around the age of 4-5, as I said, the screen turned black.

My dad used to…

Childhood from hell and it's effect