Recently a Taiwanese writer committed suicide by hanging, because of her childhood sexual abuse, her death prompted me to realise that: If I continue to be in my depression and PTSD avoidance (6 years of unemployment, cropped up in my house, coming to 3 years without going out), I have a high percentage of following her footsteps.

I too am a victim of sexual abuse by my mother, and due to my high pressure job at that time more than 15 years ago, I developed severe depression and PTSD….

1% chance of success