Mine is about having very little money(on the level of I can't pay for food/bills) type of thing, so if I ever have money trouble I get myself in really bad state mentally if it goes on for too long.
In any case, the bad part is, once I am out of it(let's say I receive payment or whatnot, after having been waiting and figuring out miracles to pay for stuff) it's like this whole tension and flashbacks and triggers and things that had hold over me get released, and I am so weak with relief my…

Do you have triggers that you can't change yet?