A couple of weeks ago I had a break down and got extremely intoxicated. I blacked out for about 2 days. One of the nights I apparently went over to my so-called-friends house. This guy was someone I had been pretty good friends with for awhile. There had been many occasions (literally 50+ times) that he would ask me to sleep with him or mess around throughout the course of our friendship. EVERY single time I said no. I told him over and over again I didn't see him in that way. I always…

Consensual?