I suppose I'm starting to feel like no one would really care if I wasn't here anymore.
I feel like there isn't really anywhere I fit in. I've tried to recently but the energy it takes to be around people is draining me and the only person I thought was worth that energy is gone now and it turns out he wasn't really worth it anyway.
I wish I had someone I could turn to, someone I could rely on but I don't. Its just me.
Physically it's like everything is ending, my heart hurts, my…