I never knew that there are some people that care left in this world till I found this site. So I'm 40 male. I've lost all hope so why not. I'm a Army veteran. Step dad commited suicide in 99 and ever since that happend I went to drugs and haven't finished shit in my life. I run and hide from real life.. my mind never stops. Anxiety is insane unless I'm getting high. I don't wanna be here anymore. I don't wanna get high ever again. It's like a Sick twisted nightmare. I truly believe this…

Insanity