Words and such

I haven’t used this medium of expression in a while (writing that is)… whenever I sit down to write I go back to same story over and over… maybe that’s why i am here now typing when I’d rather have a little cry and be over it… I received a message today that read

“You told me about your PTSD and Disassociative disorder.
You seem to use them as an excuse to manipulate and to belittle men. I kinda don't feel like getting into another one of those situations.”

Which…

You use your ptsd to belittle men… wha???