So I've not been on in a long time, because of various reasons I think mostly I've got a bad habit of trying to shoulder everything on my own.
But my situation has changed entirely. I was abused in childhood by my father, who my mother is still with and my immediate family know what he did to me but that's a whole other thing. However, 7 months ago I met someone and we are now living together in a completely different city to my family which is fantastic. I thought like as soon as I was…

Feel like i'm getting worse before getting better