I made it through my EMDR, I have remembered my attack, have gone through the rape although I dissociated from it. I am now on my way to recovery and healing. It has been one of the hardest things I have been through. Buy now i am stronger yet lighter, my anger is under my control and I haven't been over reacting. I finally feel I am on the road to recovery from being beaten, raped and left for dead. I have had a great therapist and truly believe EMDR is a great way to deal with trauma….