anger,pain,drinking,drugs,fighting,hurting people,loving it.Nothing could give me what combat did,I looked and looked.I lost my wife and children my whole life.ptsd took me round and round and still is at this point .But i am fighting ptsd now,i am trying.I have lost everything more than once, and now i am alone.I have never forgiven myself for the people i have killed the people i have hurt.I dident think about that when i was a young marine,i just did it.I am trying to do that now Forgive…

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