SO. Where to begin.

Timeline I guess to give you an idea of what's going on, might be helpful.
1996-2012 – shitty relationships & various abuse
2012 – Met abuser & Entered into relationship
2013-2014 – Endured abuse, poverty, drug addiction & isolation
End of 2014 – Escaped & Moved into Parents house
2015-2017 Diagnosed with PTSD, accepting, Healing, making small bits of progress, starting to be happy with where I am with healing. 100MG Sertraline & Medical Cannabis

April 2017 – Sweet…

My 1st attempt at dating with ptsd