This may be more venting than asking for help, as I am not sure anyone can help with this. I used to get really bad anxiety about not getting enough money(still better than social anxiety I get at work, so I ended up freelancing and I love it-most of the time) to the point where I was completely unable to work- I was working at the end something like 5h/week. So I went to therapy, and now it's a year later and I got a lot better at managing that feeling and taking action no matter what. But…

Fear of poverty is making me sick