After over one and a half years now people are asking me should I try this?
They sound like no medicine will help me or are they testing me. I'm angry that I've lost my life for so long I am not sure if it will help or make it worse. Things have gotten to the point I'm hardly coping. Tossing me in hospital over and over or threatening me with it.
Councilor isn't helping much and it's like I'm doing all the work they don't seem to fix this and when they ask what I want it's to be me again….

Is shock therapy my next step?