Depression is getting worse, I'm trying hard in therapy, do brainspotting, but I feel like since nothing is really helping, why should I keep putting in the effort?
My daughter has been sick for over a year, we have visited Children's and mayo clinic, no one helps her. No one! I think she is my biggest reason I can't give up on myself right now, because who would keep fighting for her? But I surely want to give up on me. I'm tired, I'm mentally drained, really really drained. At first it was…

I don't even know anymore