I am a survivor of the Westminster Terror Attack this year. I wasn't hurt, but I saw it all happen and had a narrow escape.
I can't stop myself reliving it. I struggle to sleep at night, but the thoughts mostly revolve around what *could* have happened, or what I *should* have done.
I ran away when it kicked off and I feel absolutely disgusted with myself that I didn't stay to help.
I also think, what if I was there 10 seconds before, had I been just a few paces ahead, I would…