Im a wee bit perplexed actually, so I'd thought I'd see if anyone else had the same occur.

About a month plus ago, I made a suicide attempt, but it was a really subconscious, almost robotic event. It wasn't a clear, conscious decision which is a bit worrying, but regardless, my wife never went to work and called the police instead, seeing my weird state progress… and all worked out in the end.

After it all, I noticed I have more energy, a better mindset, and barely any recollections…

Finally cracked and made an attempt, but feel better now?